now, i havent told you the ages of michael's cousins yet mostly to maintain michael's idneity. but i can tell you his cousins were at the most a years diffrence older than him untill. But one day Michael's cousin greg came to his house. michael's mom had to go to the store and his dad was at work so his mom left him at the house with greg. greg took him to the computer room and did something bad with michael. Greg was about 17 and im guessing he was kind of drunk. michael never told anyone about that day untill now. about a year later michael was 10 and his parents decided to move somewhere better so they gave up the park and moved to a new school and a new state.

In The Beginning
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Once upon a time,
there lived a boy named Michael. just starting to grow up at age 6 he was a happy child. He lived in a regular mobile home with both his loving mother and loving father. he had everything a child could ask for until one day when his father became the owner of the trailor park where his old mobile home was. they moved into the big house in the front and then the boy truely had it all. he had lots of friends and was a cute child. one day, at his grand mother's house he and his cousin margret were in the play area in his grandma's bedroom. margret snuck over and closed the door while their grandmother was in the livingroom sleeping. he layed on top of the bed and she layed on the other. now, i cant say what happened but im shure you get the hint. (This isnt an X rated story or anything but i must get this off my somach after all this time its been eating me alive.) well, this went on for about 6 months and michael was old enough that his grandma didnt need to watch him any more so he stayed home usually with his parents. Now michael was kind of addicted to playing around now and all he knew was that he couldnt let anyone kno what he was doing. but he didnt know how wrong it was to do these things. so, michael was wanting to do things still but he didnt see his cousin anymore and the only other kids he knew were his cousins who were boys. now michael didnt kno about homosexuality or incest yet so he didnt kno what all this was, he just new he liked it. so, he thought "hey i had fun with margret what about jack and joe?" so michael started playing around with them. now, this went on till michael was 9. thats when him and his other cousin billy that he stared hanging around with sarted playing around with him too. soon, michael had this big lump on his chest because by then he had learned that everyting he was doing was wrong. so he did what any other nine-yearold would do, he told his mom. he totl him that god forgave him and he felt better. he didnt do anything for awhile untill his two cousins jack and joe pressured him into doing these things agin. he did this for about 6 monthis untill he had quit agin and was finally clean and ok agin. Untill the worst thing of his life happened...